A letter on 10 days before result

                                Hello guys!OMG!we(ex-2010 spm's candidates) just have about a week and three days before the day comes.the day that we have to take our SPM result.I am so freaking out to think about this.I am getting freezer and feeling so weak!thinking about this make me sick!arghhh!!I can't neither imagine nor guess how is my result?!is it good?better?bad?OMG!please help me....please grant my wish!T_T
                                Now,I always and keep thinking about this.can I make my mum happy?can I make my dad    feels proud with me and cries for my "maybe a successful" result?owh!!!!I am going to faint to think about this.I am dying about SPM.god please help me!!you are the most merciful!owh....I feel like my sould has gon now.just my body is here,but not my soul.It travels alone,leaving myself..how are my friends?are they okay?or are they getting fever too?just like me?my Godness,this sounds really creepy than seeing a ghost~~.I wish I can just be chill but I total;ly can't and cant imagine if i can do that.urghh!!!it's better if I am going to suicide than suffering like this!huhu.but,no no no and no way!I have to stand still,as long as I can breath!!!!I am not going to make such fool thing either now or in the next time!!I am still sane.lol.either by hook or by crook,I have to go there(my school),taking my result!my guts isn't small! I have to be brave!!but not bold!but no....I can't.this makes me so weak!I am going to faint again and again!(T_T)
                                what about my classmates?I wish they will be fine,not freaking about just like me.it's enough if I am the only one who freaks out waiting for the result,with a own "guts".but I am so afraid to meet them in school.maybe I should just be careful with my steps so I will not meet them...??no no no!they are my friends,though I am not their friend.who cares?I love all of my friends though how hurts they have hurt me.friends will not care for what their friends have done to them.but a friend is all about having someone who we can share everything,doing everything together,talking to everytime without any reasons.right?wow!amazing?am i saying this?lol.wait!what if I meet thee??what should I do now?hiding from thee?run from thee?or shall I greet thee like I am so close to thee?just like,"hello there,how are you?how's your result?".or maybe,"hey dude!long time no see ya!miss ya!!"like that?OMG!I will never ever able to do that cause i'll be shutting my mouth up as i meet thee.great habit right?lolololol.anyways,hopefully March 23,2011 will be my most beautiful moment ever,the happiest day ever I have! :)

A letter on dilemma~

                                Hello readers(not mine)haha.happy one morning and happy one country to you all guys.I am now,so tired.I went to the city to buy my pin number to fill my information for "Maktab Perguruan" or in Englsih,we call it College.i have to fill it as my mum wishes me to be a teacher and she wants me to teach English.so,i am in dilemma.that is because,first,I love Chemistry and I think if I become a teacher,I want to be a Chemistry's teacher.just like her,my Chemistry's teacher.she's so great and totally amazing!I admire and adore her.she's has inspired me to be great in science stream.she's always telling her students to b a great one.be smart based on what you just understand and remember and has learned.never be smart based on what you have read!cause it will bring nothing for your future.(KINDA).LOL.actually I don't remember what is the most suitable phrase for those things.haha.oh,my fisrt reason for why I am so dilemma is,my real and ever ambition is to be a SCIENTIST!great scientist just like avicenna but i want to be a scientist in Chemistry Course.or maybe teaching in Chemistry.but I have to get at least A- for Chemy and Addmaths!OMG!!!!!I am not so into addmaths.and just a moderate level student in Chemy.T_T.but,that will never ever stops me to be a scientist!I will try as long as I am alive!God,please help me!!!!!guys,pray for me!!!T_T
                               Now,I have to read again my chemy's book for my sake.who knows,if one day I am chosen to cont my study in Chemistry Course,then holding my ambition to be a scientist..so,i have and really-really have to have the basic of Chemistry.what about addmaths?my sister said that in University,in chemy course,I just need to focus on Chemy,Physics and math mode.so,I guess i can cover them all.LOL.but sorry for addmaths cause I will never be good and excellent in addmaths(give up).T_T.after taking my lunch,I think I want to read some in chemy.so,i will not forget anything.LOL.okay now I recalled what my teacher has said to us.she said that first thinking will not help us to a an excellent one.but SMART thinking helps us at all times.but,if you use both way of thinking,so,I think that you are the smarter one.because,you think your fisrt thinking,I mean,explore it more,then,you'll gain such smart ideas which is coming from smart thinking!:).so,to those who want to be a scientist or have such a big dream,be wise while thinking and making a conclusion!Good Luck!;)

a very complex to understand letter~

                                Hi  and hello there..again!LOL.tonight is a very lonely night.I am just alone in my room,writing this posts while listening to the musics.I love listening a song while finishing something just like my homeworks,worksheets and so on.but,for the sake of my eyes,I have to minimize the power of the screen,I mean the light..it can hurt my eyes.yeah!maybe because my eyes are sensitive.I mean,it able to damage my eyes.hey......talking about eyes,I recalled the lyric of bella luna,a song that was sung by jason mraz..it sounds like this,"a pair of eyes,a chosen one"..very beautiful song.lovely and i love it so much!you know what?when I hear the song,I feel like I am meeting a my soul mate.lol.this is serious!we must help it~~OMG!I am not one of the wonder pet cause i am human.lol.but I love mostly the hamster.it looks so cute and brainy.actually all of them but the hamster is the most.lus,I love hamster.miss my hamster.lol.
                               9 days left before my birthday.lol.Im so excited waiting for my birthday.but i dont know what's gonna happen on the day.T_T.are friends wishing my birthday?is anyone sends me a gift?maybe special gift?lol.will my special wish as my birthday gift from God be granted?everything is playing in my mind frequently.i keep on thinking about that though i really-really do not want to think it.like one says,"sometimes we're not controlling our world,but our minds controls it".but,if we wanna make our world to be the best world ever,we must know the rules.rules how to control our world.because we're the creations,so,we rule our world,not the world rules us!understand?if you dont,just ignore this.I am not a president to rule your world,reading and trying to understand this.lol.by the way,if you feel stress after reading this,do not be panic,just listen to any songs that you like.haha.*not related again*haha.

a letter before checking my blood~

                                Hi there,my readers(do I have?)haha..today is a very beautiful day..a group of bird is flying in the sky freely.some on the land are enjoying their breakfast.sounds lovely right?:D.i am so happy because i have managed my blog.hey!look at it,does it look like a very haunted paper?haha.this blog looks like it is written by a romeo who have dead.having a good day with a cup of Milk and a plate of cream puff has made me so happy.this world has became so marvelous..to me,especially.haha.i love cream puff.do you know what is that?it looks like a rolled puff with a very creamy margarine in it.so,it is so tasty and delicious!ahhhh.come here and join me so you can taste it.but i am just giving you one bite.HAHA.I love to eat cream puff and totally gonna be crazy when I see it in market or where ever.then,feeling sad if I can't buy it,and enjoy my days eating it.haha.
                                 my day is still the same.boring at all day.-.-".I wish i can travel the world now.hey!I have got ten days yet before my birthday is coming!!haha.you know what?I wish my besties,my friends on Fb are wishing for my birtday.huhu.then,i wish i will have a very special gift from God.:-).I really-really wish for these things on my birthday.i am no longer celebrating my birthday since I was 13 year-old-boy.but i miss those moments so muc and wish i can feel it again~!huhu.okay.this is just a wish.I never dream that it will come true.only God knows it.OMG.I got fever since the result will be coming soon.hopefully it will be my best result ever which can make my parent feel proud with me!!:'(..oh,I'm going to check my bood type in the nearest clinic on this afternoon.wish me okay.(this doesnt make me freak out okay)..haha..errmm..that's all..thank you for reading this post..LOL

correction for my silly mistake!

sorry for the very silly mistake that i've done tonight!if you wanna check yours,just click HERE .I wish you good luck guys!

A letter in a foggy night 2!

this is what I've got after checking mine!try yours before you loose your fans!wish you luck guys!
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A letter in a foggy night!

                                arghh..this foggy night makes me tired!!!urghh!!!actually,I wanna do something other than FB-ing,blogging and others but health stops me to do so.so,I am just online~lol..btw,I am looking for something....i mean,application that can be used to make-up my blog so it will looks soooooo good.LOL.OMG!I never dream to have more than hundred readers of my blog~!...meaningless~okay~haha.stop laughing now!the most important thing is to look for an application that can be used to make my blog looks cool!!!just like real ghost application or something else?does anyone has a great idea?help me please!I have stalked my friend's blog and theirs are awesome!!!!i am so jealous with them..I am not such a great blogger boy!!
                               who cares?haha.this is me,this is my life.my life live who I am.so,I am not going to be others.I love something haunted,just like grave,ghost,supernatural,magical,unique,mystery and has artistic effect,artistic value and so on.for example,something that is coming from the past time and looks haunted,such as an old mansion.when we hear that,we'll be imaging an old house,leaved by old folks,old generations or maybe they have died.and now they are waking again to live there,staying there and look after their lovely mansion!LOL.does it sound creepy?haha.has anyone seen something like that?haha.maybe?who knows?for example,there's a mansion in America which was told by peoples that there were ghosts living overthere,in the house and the most luck one will be able to see them,walking in their home sweet home without cares anyone at their surrounding and sometimes they play with anyone who lives with them,in the house.okay,this scares me a lot because I didn't switch the lamp on.okay,it was broken.LOL.okay.finished about the scary apps!
                                 now,Im going to talk about the speed of our websites!I've to talk about this seriously because this can damage others(not related)..haha..this is my result :