mess in my heart~

Dear mimos,


mimos..mimos...mimos taw x?sejak bebape hari ni,hidup aku AGAK tak tenang la mimos...aku pun tak tahu asal..maybe sebab next year aku dah takkan gie sekolah dah KOT(poyo jer)..hahaha!mimos...kau tahu tak macam mana nak selesaikan sesuatu masalah dengan cara yang TERmudah?????my dearies mimos...kau dengarlah rintihan hatiku..aduhh..rintihan hati??hahaha..nak gelak la..ehh..ehhh..mimos,aku suka kau..sebab kau diam jer..aku takut kawan kau si badut..huhu..tapi aku takleh siyez..aku taw maen2 jer..asyik nak gelak jer,..hahaha...


apa-apa pun,mimos....aku dilanda masalah..masalahnye satu jer,tapi dalam satu tu ada macam-macam la..macam funfair pulak!haha..tengok tu!sikit-sikit ada "HAHA"..haha..tengok tu!ishhh3..mimos....agak-agak kau la kan,macam mana aku nak selesaikan masalah aku ha?


nak dijadikan cerita........aku dilanda masalah ala-ala cerita dealova gitu..kau faham-faham jela...huhu..agak-agak kau an,kalau la kau yang duk kat tempat aku an,macam mana kau nak membuat keputusan yang adil agar semua orang dapat berpuas hati dengan keputusan yang dibuat?benda macam nie memang agak kronik dan kritikal an??aku tak pernah terbayang yang benda macam nie akan berlaku...sebab bagi aku,takde girls pun yang akan menaruh perasaan kat aku..cause i aint a good looking at..im just a simple boy with simple needs KOT..huhu..tiba-tiba,two days before this 2011 came to us,I was shocked by a message sent by a girl and she asked me to get coupled..then I told my bestie about that..in the same time,my bestie got her a pair of eye on me..then,I told the girl that the situation became more difficult~..then,she asked to choose between of them..but,I replied her nothing cause I want to think about it first..but,on the last day of 2010,a chirean girl chatted me on fb and she said that she was missing that I had conveyed to her before..she said that the song keeps playing on her mind..it sounds really like she asked me to get her hands...oh my God....help me!!!!I hope I can find the best way to solve this problem~!

happy new year!!!!!

new year greets~!

HaPpY NeW YeAr tO kOrAnK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

korang...ape azam tahun baru korang???korang nak taw x?aku ada azam yang sangat gempak..but I dont know either I can achieve it or not..c0z it sooooo hard to say that my determination is as easy as ABC to be achieved..

that is bacause..erm......wait,let me think the reasons..haha..oh!!!I know...I know...that is to become a SCIENTIST...A great scientist....actually,Im inspired  by  Avicenna..he is a scientist who covered sooo many new things for human needs in future..lols..but I think that will be just a dream..not more than that..maybe sebab addmath aku ranap kot..hahaha!oh,tu la cita-cita aku sejak kecik lagi..huhu..but it's all up to my result lerrrr..I wish my result that I will take it on early of march of 2011 adalah yang terbaik,terhebadd and tercemerlang!!!Insya'Allah...amin..:)

so,kalau result aku GEMPAK and BAEK PUNYERRRRR,I wanna cont my study at cardiff university..lol..big dream!haha..well,thats just a dream..i,myself dont know either I can achieve it or not~...but I will keeps praying hopefully I will be achieving my dream..Insya'Allah..Amin..plus,a friend of Malaysian's Astronaut,Dr Sheikh Muzaphar,named Dr Christopher Hills has told me in a workshop that we suppose to have a BIG DREAM!!!!!cause the big dream will let us to put all of effort to achieve the dreams!

eh,eh,duk  cerita pasal azam aku jer...azam korang apa erk???share la..share laa..aku pon nak taw gak azam korang yang duk baca blog aku yang tak seberapa ni..huhu..korang punyer azam mesti gempak kan?bagi yang form 3 and form 5,tak payah cakap pon takpe...dah tahu,k0nfem korang nak dapatkan result yang terbaek dan tergempak kan?next you will make a history for your school and the members and makes them proud with you..huhu..apa-apa pun,comment2 laaa kalau rajin and baik hati..hehe..

oh oh!sorry la kalau korang takleh baca post yang sebelum nie...aku sengaja wat kecik camtue..haha..baek an aku?hahaha:) :P

deman berblog!

haha..lastly aku dapat gak tulis lam bm..korang..nak taw tak?
sejak aku dah "agak" terer dalam dunia blogger nie,aku jadi agak obses ngan blog...sebenarnye obses untuk edit blog..
huhu..ape-ape p0n,I should thank to my friend named ain nasyirah for helping me utk obses ngan blog ni..
haha..but its my new experience..i'll be okay after this..lol..and thanks also to my cuzzie named najihatul amirah c0z gave me a great support to me to adjust everything on my own..
at last,this is my blog..hope you gain fun through this extraordinary blog..
lol

todayy~~

last night i was sleeping soooo late..i mean,badly late..haha..as the result,

I missed to watched Detecive Conan on astro ceria..I woke up on 10:59a.m.omg!

as i woke up,i saw number of people were rustling in and out of my house~!

lols..

but i didnt take my breakfast as I didnt hungry or felt something like that..

something terrible happened in my house and it was soooooo sacre!

but I used to face it..lol..

I didnt wanna tell you more!

meets me if you wanna share something,..hahah..(sounds like im a star~!)

hahaha

confusing for choosing~

"Dont ask me to be chill at all times cause sometimes I cant or..never can~!"

why should I face this risk now?it is ridiculous and I dont think that my soul is soooooooooo strong to face this hardship~!

"Dear God,please guide me to choose the best way to solve my problem.......I dont wanna hurt anyone..

and yet,I feel soooo weak to go on with this hardship.."

I never ever faced something like this before,I mean,maybe I did but it's not my hardship..it's a friend of mine's..

and I am just like a "counselor" to my friend who was in trouble,before.

I tries to chill my self but absolutely cant..

this is playing in my mind with non-stop!!!I am wondering..what should I do now?

talk to my hand and listen to my heart?that's not a good answer~!

now,I wish I can have a friend who willing to talk and share with me about everything...love,life,study and sooooo on~!

I wish I can have a ver happy life soon...with someone I love to and someone is a good friend to me :)

my new blogs~!

thanks ain for takin care my blog~!
this is my new blog..
so,I'll be using this one.....
thanks and have fun!!!